Since today is the Lunar 15,I cancel my tuition to go back home to dinner.And also I was very tired by the end of the day.

As I was reading Dilbert,I kinda see the resemblelance between Grace and Dogbert.Dogbert is the mutt that wear spects,beside Dilbert all the time.
Opps.

But Dogbert,I mean Grace,is any time better than the miss piggy nuts!
Since Monday,all of the sudden..she decided not to talk to me anymore.Not lunching with me,not even bother to speak a sentence to me.
Like I care!Which of coz I dun F care what the heck happen to her.

I dont remember offending her in any manner though,instead she is the idiot that keep poking on my nerves!
Basket,she has the cheek to say this on the phone to another person and think I didnt know she was referring to me!
She said the new one is blur blur and dunno anything one la.
I almost wanna fly my files at her and go opps~or delete off her pay and update the whole system!
I hate it when I did not offend anyone but yet the person outta the blue decided to hit me back.

Well..AT LEAST~I know Grace is not in approve of her,so is Edna.
So I gotta tighten my laces and eliminate the induhviduals.

Anyway I dun bother la.So be it loh~

Got a new phone,T630.Haha..Been taking photos and realise the weight I have gain!Gosh!
I gotta be on diet.Even my skirt seems to tighten.Damn!!!!!!!!!!

Ok TV time.
Cheerios.
Happy YUE BING JIE!!!

I particularly like my Sunday at home,just that today I wont be entirely at home today.
Like I said to Jason last night,they say that art imitates life.
Really it is kinda a well breed of mixed feelings when you sit back and recalled those memories.

My lil brother and I share a love-hate relationship since we were young.
All those really stupid things.We fight alot,quarel hell lot,but really just laughs alot too.

I admit that I havent been a good sister.I dont particularly dote him,dont coach him,bullys him and just being very mean to him sometimes.

So this coming Sunday,I decided to bring him out to somewhere GOOD to eat.I mean really good,like those kinda cafes and so.
And he is treating me to Mcdonald's breakie:)
Well actually I always ask if he is free on Sunday's morning so I can bring him for Mcdonald breakie.
Since he has been turning me down all the time,he now offers to treat me back.
Well..lets hope no casualty happen next week.

Oh god..i feel like throwing out now.
Having a what I call pig out sunday breakfast is worse than having healthy breakfast.
*pukes*

I wondered why working adults are only entitled to 1.5 to 2 days of rest days and spend the rest of the week facing pple we called idiots,or Induhviduals in Dilbert's term.

I have no wish to keep rambling on how my work place sucks,particularly Eunice.That miss Piggy of all ages.
I stand corrected in my previous entry that I stated if Eunice isnt annoying enough,Grace could be the limit.
Well..I think both of them sucks big time,just that Eunice suck even more so without authority.
That gal,sorry,I mean auntie wil NEVER make it out there,nor anywhere else.
Just pray that I will be kind enough,or remember to be kind to her next time when I accumulate the power and knowledge.

There are 6 other millions of induhviduals out in the society(Ok,I make up the statistics).Every workplace you go,there are bound to be a handful,(or maybe more) and half of them belongs to the mgmt and those above you.
Amen to that.

So as I am reading Dilbert,which of coz doesnt provides me with any remedies as of how to get out or get back to these induhviduals I have to face in my workplace..it does gives me comfort that there are alot of similar monkeys out there in the States.Well...that gotta be situations over the States,right?

And I just found out using Microsoft Word's synonyms that the word Paradigm is like 'model,example,standard....etc'.
Hmm..I wonder how many pple knows that.Not Eunice definitely.Cos that is the auntie who asked me "what does RETRO means'.
I almost gave her the "are you stupid or are you stupid?" look.

I dont mean to be mean but hey,I am spending what,..half of my day in the office facing pple like them?It will never pays to be really honest,kind and truthful.
Not that they require so.
But I am honest in the sense that if I dun like them or doesnt connect with them,I make sure that I dont talk much to them either.

I am not in the line whereby I need those relations to survive.Oh pls,leave me alone..piss off.
Wait till that I no longer need Grace's supervision,I would show you the attitude that a payroller should have.
Grumpy,mean,talk loud and not easily appease or to be trifled with.

Hmph..

Saying so though..doesnt makes me wanna be a payroller forever.I will never stay on a place for more than 2 years while I am young.Besides I am sure that I do not like working in a office,cubicle and so.
So the thought of enrolling to NIE still runs.Though enrolling to a airline company(that is prestigeous) would be better off.

Well..We shall see to it as the time comes.

Enough of these..To start things off,Jason and I dont have a very good Saturday today.Infact it was bad.
I knew he thinks it must be his fault,but lets just put it as the day is just purely bad.

Just hope tml will be better.
My simple plan of visiting his mum with mooncakes evolves to his 6th aunt's bday invitation to dinner.Oh well..just hope I wont reach home too late.

Eaten way too much during dinner,always did.
It is always INCORRECT to make ur dinner the fullest meal,when only it is my only home cooked meal of the day.
Cant help it.

I am doing this at work..Grace is not around most of the time today,Amen!
I just hope Edna wont look over and Grace wont be back till I left.
*cross fingers*
Infact this morning I really feel sick.
The stomach feels very quesy,or whatever that is spelt or terms to use.It just feel weird.
And I guess Yng is somewhat "angry" or just pissed with me.Well,just to explain that..gal,I really do not understand what you are trying to tell me in your msg.
All I caught in your msges are "blues..malay…simon..…very bad hor…"??????
And really my working environment sucks.I have to be on my heels every seconds and pple like Eunice is that annoying to piss me with lil pricks.Let alone Grace.
I am very thankful for every min she gave me peace.
Today is our 14(+1) months anniversary.Weird that he did not msg any msges till now.Maybe he is busy. =/
Too bad we are not meeting tonight coz I have got tuition.
Gotta push it to today coz I have to meet Siti tml to collect the mooncakes,SO~I can visit his mum on Sunday.
Doesn’t appeal to me to sacrifies my Sunday though.And I wonder what will I do there anyway?
I guess next week is is gonna be a lil tough coz that is when Grace is more free.When she is free,I am dead.

Here is an extract from Dilbert's book.

TYPES OF CRITICS
1. Pple who reflexively critisize any idea (contrarians)
2. Pple who enjoy making you suffer (sadists)
3. Ppe who are angry for no good reason (nuts)
4. Pple with valid critisims (bastards)

I was about to put that fat mean Garfield's name aka Grace(which her name contradicts her..I wonder who the hell gave her that name) all of the above,but I thought she just belong to the 'bastards' group.
But again...I think it is replaced by,still,all of the above.

And today I finally decided to call in sick because I knew I wont be able to stand her at work.And really,I feel so tired upon waking up in the early morn.I can hardly crack open my eyes.

I dunno manm.Maybe I am really a mental weakling.But I cant stand myself being so demoralized,inconfident,sick and really sick of work.I mean how long can you stand it when you goes to sleep and wake up to work with a heavy heart.You dont even feel peace when you are sleeping.

I used to be confident of myself.You see that there is so much difference b/w me at work and me at weekends.Of coz Jason only sees me during weekends.
The weekend Mich is so confident and really just thinks she looks good.But unfortunately the rest of the 5 days are the so inconfident,meek,pale looking,get screwed at work and so jaded Mich,who cant bear to look at herself at the mirror.

Just yesterday when everything was fine till 5.30pm strikes.I should be heading home when that argh.creep..decides to slam at me.

1)
CreeP:"you done the 3 persons with the MBMF adjustments already?"
me:"um..no,perhaps you would like to teach me how?"
WHEN REALLY,I DUNNO HOW TO?she just blardly told me that these 3 persons need manual adjustments.
CreeP:"den you tell me you finish doing ur payroll summary already"
me:"$%$#%%^"(in silence)


2)
CreeP:"You think your file is presentable anot?"
me:"?Huh..my file?"
Went over to take a look at my payroll summary and really..it is just perfectly some borders lines only.
me:"#$%@%$"(in silence)

3)
CreeP:"Can you find Loo Yee Pui's employment letter?Should be in the dec file."
Bends down and digs all the misplaced,unorganized file left behind by my holy damner predecessor.,when my sprained back is hurting.
Found and gave it to her..
CreeP:"not this one.There should be another one coz her salary now is $1.2k."

Infact all along it is been key as $ 1.2k,when the employment letter states other wise.I mean,how should I know?I already try searching every files that I can what!

ME:"I really cannot find any other employment letter"
CreeP:"can you search through thoroughly?"
Me:$#@%#$ Search yourself la,fat skull!(in slience)

Me:"Infact I think right from the start her salary is being key as 1.2k"
CreeP:"So?"

This is really so ..FUCKING annoying,and it is already 6 plus,i have got a class to rush to.
At that point of time,I really feel like slamming the whole file to her head and wonder if she will feel any pain,coz she is like..what fat clogging walking creature?!

So I dutifully carry the december file to her and told her I cant find and maybe she would like to search herself.And quickly pack my bag and leave the office,while she went to the manager's room.
FUCKER!

If Eunice along isnt annoying enough,I tell you,Grace could be the limit most of the times.
If this is what I have to stand every month end,she wont be the only one going berserk!

So this morning when my will is strong enough of not gg to work,I called her and told her i am taking MC today.See,this is the extend of how much i hate work.I rather sacrifies one day of pay plus on my own exp of medical fees than to sit in for that 8 hours tolerating her shit,ok,I mean dung!That is what animals produces,isnt it?

And yes,I asked her over the phone if there is anything wrong with my work yesterday.I was somewhat 70% confident coz it seems that is no figures mistakes at all!I checked through say 5-6 times before giving it to her.
CreeP:"um..nvm,i will show you tml."
me:"(troubles...)"

I dunno,man.Cant they blardly hell accept the fact that I REALLY HAVE NO EXPIRIENCES in payrolling and what the F they want with me?
I am really sick and sick and sick that i have to be so mellow and tame and gets all the dung that they gave.As if I am the only one that is NOT QUALIFIED to have any attitude there.

If work is the only source of my woes,this could be the end of story.
It seems that my family,ok,at least my own financial contributes to the minor side.
My dad aint working and has been taking money from my lil left float to kinda..support his daily expenses.And now..it is really gg dry.
Oh please,I do not blame or is getting angry over it.At least he tells me and I understand.
But I am always a lil sensitive when it comes to my money that I scrimps for.
Esp when I am hanging in there dry,it kinda hurts to see my only float gg dry.
Left a pathetic of 9 $2 notes.

Sigh..Why is life so ...DULL and dark for me right now!
WAHT HAPPEN AND FUCK YOU,I WANT MY LIFE BACK!!!!!

If you find this blog too vulgur,just piss off~You dont wanna step into my fucker's list,really.

-@- feeling really diabolic now.

I thought it would be ME,mostly,doing the lunch today.But it seems that since Dad is around,I shall be the one watching as usual.=/

I wonder if the day later would be good.I hope it is,oh pls let it be then.
Please let the weather be EXCEllEnt~
Please let the atmosphere be GooD~
Please do NOT allow any hiccups to happen~

Hey~seems like I am in a singing mood today:)

I try changing the template but again,the edition of the HTML is some work.Since I am not very free this moment,shall only add one song to it.
The only prob is this song took some time to load and will stop abit and abit.
That cant be help,it is a nice song though.
It's the late Aliyah 'December'.

I had absolutely a nice day with Jason today.
Yep,we still meet eventually and I am glad I did.
I or WE have a few couple items on mind.

A black frame spects which makes us look cute,i think;p
A T630 Sony Ericsson mobile.Although I would love to get my hands on the k700i,but well...shall do with the T630.
I think I may get it this month.
I know..I am spending x<

Tomorrow I(with my daddy~) shall make ...wait..I think I shouldnt leak just as yet.But I think he already knows la.I cant keep my mouth shut sometimes.
And with daddy,I know it wil taste GREAT!
He shall be invited in,and yes,pls do me a favor by looking good.

Actually he really looks so much better without this spects,and I guess that's what makes Rabiah thinks I am with another guy today.Haha,I bump onto her today.
Sometimes I just miss all the good times(not wanting to remember the bad) back at the airport.

The Marigold Yorgurt Drink..taste..like..yakult!Waste my money..or no,it taste like some kinda vitamin drink.Weird.So watery.

My shoulders kinda ache now,think it is becoz of my back.I kinda sprained it during the spring cleaning today.Ouch.

I think I am spending too lil time with my family lately.Feels bad.

Ok,gotta do other things now.
Ciao!no..I mean Cheerios^^

My morale and confidence levels have dip to bottom sea low ever since I had started working.
Whenever i reached home,I feel so sick when I looked at myself in the mirror.

I no longer see a Mich that is pumping with radiant and life.In fact..it reflects a low life,sick,loveless,jaded..very jaded face.
I dunno how long can I take office job.That rountine 9-6 desk bound job.You dont see the day when you starts working,no sun..no nothing anymore.

Somemore..I cant stand Grace and Eunice.
Ok at least Grace is like a strict mentor.She is my direct supervisor,she has to be there to ensure everything I do is correct.
But sometimes,I feel like being so cooped out.There is no freedom nor pleasure in working under such close supervision.
And this job kinda kills everything!

Next is the somewhat shortwired Eunice.
Despite the fact she is like 28 years old,she has got a physique of an auntie,behaviour of an auntie and thinking of some childish..pple.
And she expects ME to share her workload,while she of coz wont accept any single traces of responsiblity when it defines as MY job scope.

I mean..what the F!
Her thinking is that I should learn some of her job scope and can cover her work when she is not around.
While I am the one solely incharge of payrolling,she wont,just deny any responsibilty when it comes to my work.
What the F!
Come on la..No complain that you are working for 2 years and your pay is still stagnant.
Bloody,like Grace said,you wont have any value adding as your current jobscope even if you go outside to work.

But work is work...I still have to talk to her,lunch with her..etc.
Gee.

Today serves a wake up call to me.
I better be EXTRA vigilant and careful not to mix up personal with work.
I dun wanna be too trusting and be influences by Eunice,if not Grace would skin me.
I think she already find me being influences by Eunice.
Looks like Mich needs some sharpening up.

But Mich doesnt like her work.What to do when we cant live the way we WANT.

On a different note now...
I have just added music to my blog.Wait for a while and the music will load.
A melancholy rythmn.
Actually..sometimes I am no different from 'her'.
Sometimes a lil pessimistic,realistic and think that melancholic is beautiful.

Infact..maybe I played too much RPG games in the past,I think guys who are cold,strong and slient..emits a melancholic feel..are such pitiful and beautiful pple.

Last evening,we had a gathering.It is a pact that we should gather over dinner once a month to catch up and not to lose contact.
Jules joined us last night,and the common sentiment is that she has become MORE beautiful.

How fast time flies.We are all working now,and schooling is like so yesterday.
Working is sure very boring,I am very thankful if Grace did not come over and picks me for any mistakes I have make.

And I met Guowei today.Actually he is working very near me..haha.
Strange or what,lately I do have that hunch feeling that I am gonna bump onto him.And voila,I did today.
Talk about intuition.If only it works for luckier things.

Sigh...still feel very sian about that thwarted call from my boo.

Sometimes..I really WISH he makes more efforts for smaller things in life.
Sometimes I wonder am I asking for too much or what.
Sometimes I wonder why am I doing the msging most of the times,saying good night..etc..makes me feels so useless.
Sometimes...I still think..being single is good.
Sometimes I know that I will be on my own doing some other job.I dun think i would stay on this job,like years.
Maybe next job is to be an air stewardness.
Maybe enroll in NIE.
Maybe climb higher in HR field.

But that maybe getting married blissfully early wish is never gonna come true.

ARGH!!
I HATE IT!

A thwarted call

If there is one thing I hate about Jason,there would be his soccer commitment at the WRONG time.
Here I am thinking that we ought to spend more time with each other,here I am willingly to spend 2 to 3 hours of our precious Saturday waiting for him to finish training...and there,a thwarted call!

Actually I understand that it isnt his fault,I am not angry with the person,but am really very SICK of his soccer thingy.
We dont meet every other day,infact now,we really only meet ONCE a week!
My god..how many couple get by meeting ONCE a week,for that few hours..and really like,not spending quality time together?!

Oh great...I look so fwd to this coming Saturday.I endured and waited this entire week for Saturday!

What is this!

Ok,I think WE ARE NOT GONNA MEET this Saturday nor Sunday!
Forget it!

And I bet nothing is worth looking fwd for Friday now!

The Deceitful Side of Heart

Talk about that...
God,Jason just told me that Sebastian changed a gf!
It is like hearing Brad Pitt changed a wife,except that Sebastian's (ex)gf doesnt look like Jennifer Aniston in anyway la.
But wait a min,I think I just think...that it is his (ex) gf who changed her mind first.
I just kpo myself in their friendster,and she has got an Ang Moh bf.

What's makes me think it is she who changed her mind first?Well...her status is "in a relationship" and his status "single".
Poor Sebby!
But again NOT!
Seb got himself a gf,as reported by Jason,too.

If you think why am I so damn concerned about the couple.Well..not that I have a crush on him or so.Well..I admit that I USED to,when I first saw him.That is becoz he is HOT hunk in the school.
It is pretty like the most wanted in colleges.
Look at him:




And her last testimonial to Seb?
"i decided to commit myself to this boy on the 23rd of july 2001. it's been 3 years now and nothing has changed - only my growing love for him. be it his weird antics, corny jokes or wonderful support, seb is the love of my life. he has never failed to be the best friend, lover, supporter and advisor one could ever have. words cannot describe our love, and i shan't even begin to try. your love for me has been my backbone, my strength and my guide. i thank you and i love you more with each passing day. i decided to commit myself to this boy on the 23rd of july 2001. it's been 3 years now and nothing has changed - only my growing love for him. be it his weird antics, corny jokes or wonderful support, seb is the love of my life. he has never failed to be the best friend, lover, supporter and advisor one could ever have. words cannot describe our love, and i shan't even begin to try. your love for me has been my backbone, my strength and my guide. i thank you and i love you more with each passing day. "

Gee..what a long testi?I didnt even write for my dear that long.
Not that he did la.

Feeling cold sia..this is what we call love?
I wonder how many of them really last?

I am not saying that I will not ever change for sure.Coz it is really hard to promise.I say the same for Jason.
He may thinks that noone else appreciates him right now.Well..I say,my darling,you never know for sure.

Sigh~

If we all know that there is no such thing as lifelong romance.Why izzit that sometimes it is hard to forget love and hard to fall in love sometimes?

What are we holding on to...in life,in love..sometimes?

Oh yea..on a different note altogther,allow me to cuss one idiot fat turkey who thinks she is like so upright and never a law/rule breaker.
Just F off,ok!

These are some pictures taken in Switzerland.
Nah,I wish I've been there myself.
It is afterall a B-E-A-uitful country.
I really long to be outta Singapore.Not that Singapore is really bad.Infact I do enjoy some lil' parts of Singapore.I am bred here,nothing is gonna change the fact that I am a true blue Singaporean myself.

But the land limit is really one major disadvangtage of this country.We do not have more places for leisure and fun.No nature sights.No chances of houses that are..you know,you see in TVs or magazaines.

I am flipping through the IKEA catalogue.I wanna give my room a major makeover for the longest time.I wanna repaint the walls to a warm colour I like.I want my bed to be sited along side the windows.Though the scenary is not nice la.I want my furnitures to be simple and dark wood made.
I want it to be the way I want it to be.
Duh..

And then the kitchen.
You know,our normal HDB flats' kitchens are the long,vertical rectangle shaped one.
I want mine to be horizontal.A neat kitchens with not too much cabinets,but selves.All the spices and seasonings be arranged neatly and of coz in a very sweet nice manner.
It need not be very big,but yet it seems spacious.
And yes..it has to be dark wood design too.Think I am a very 'dark coloured wood' person.
Along side I will have a some sort like a counter.So while one person is cooking/washing,maybe the kids or whoever can sit and chat or just eat a lil there.
And I think an electric oven is a must have!Although I cant bake much,but i can always learn yea?
And please..Do not let a wall divide my kitchen from my living/dining area.Isnt it very nice if they are just like together?

Well..I dont think you can much picture.It is some sort like the one in Babyblues,the Macphersons' one.
Well..i shall show you my Ikea catalogue.

Damn..Why are there like flies buzzing around me?
It's not those kinda big flies la..it is those kinda fly around bananas one.
And it is not alot la, I killed 'em though.I had enough of them.Think maybe I smell too good,that is why they keep flying around me.
Haha.

Oh yea,just for your information,gals.
Digestive biscuits have NO,yes,absolute no value of digestive properties.
Damn...Why bother calling yourself apple,when you are not.
Bleh!xp

Orange Jasmine

Ok,I know you are gonna hate this new blog template,coz you cant find the scrolling navigation bar.
But well,Im just experimenting.If you dunno where is the scroll,just highlight the words and goes down.Will find a better template.
I like that 'Tired of Addiction' picture though;)
Oh yes,I am tired of addiction.Of food that is..or maybe cravings.


I am feeling way too bloated and indigested now.
The day date with Jason wasnt really very good though..Actually I think we hit a lil bump when we headed to his training.All becoz of 'food'.I know it must be very 'D-uh'~

But we are a-ok again when he's done with his training.He ate a lil' before we head to Cold Storage at TPY.When I became a lil "3 hearts 2 wishes" aka San Xing Er Yi.
LOL.
At first I wanted to buy a small pot of aloe vera home.SO after comparing and comparing and comparing,I decided with one.
But I put it back again.

Then I was looking at the cherry tomatoes.Wanted to get a box since tomatoes are one of the top health food.After choosing and choosing,I finally picked a box,only to put it back again.;p
Jason was laughing and shaking with dismay at the same time.
Well..I really couldnt decide at times.

Hey,I like TPY's Cold Storage;)
Finally I picked Kellog's Corn Flakes-my latest addiction.
It makes you reallllly full when you pour (alot) in your cereal oat,but of coz it's shiok~

I really ought to sitch my mouth when I thought we should be good kids and go home on our own early to have dinner, and that I should see him to the bus stop first.
Coz when his bus came,I really wish he would just dont board and send me home instead.
The night part of the date is just really so sweet and too nice to let it end.
But it ended:(

And so my Saturday ended..sigh,cant bear to wait for another month before I have another Saturday off.Our (good)time together always seem so short.
Maybe we should really stop visiting those urban areas.Need a change of place for good,when there is only two of us feeling two of us having a good time only.
Cant bear the thought we have such lil time together,and the year would be ending,and he would go to NS eventually.Yurks.

Though noone knows what will happen next but NOW,I dont care what is gonna happen next..yet.
I just know that there is STILL so many things I wanna do together with him.
Looks like I better secure the zoo passes from my company.Gg to the zoo with him is one of my dream date..well,till it has happen then;p

Sigh...a week is gonna start.It is really hard to get motivated when you are gg to work,esp on a Monday.
When it is just so blue blue boo!

Oh,I made "Hot Ham n Cheese Roll" aka my own creation (HAMSSY) for him.It is really simple and piping hot.He said it was too 'tomato' though.Phooey~

He still owe me one song..Jay Chou "Orange Jasmine" aka Qi Li Xiang.
I like the bridge part alot.

I think...I have destroyed Jason's confidence alot.Coz suddenly I recalled..he used to be a much confident guy thatI know,as compare to now.I know it is my fault.
But I kinda miss and need that confident Jason back with me.It is that Jason that I see in the soccer field.
That kinda smile he gave from the field when I saw,though I was sitting far, is so charming though.
Like the pic below..But I dunno why izzit show in the next entry..should be shown in the same entry though.
Well..enough challenges for tonight.
I still have alot to do..all the cutting and pasting.
Shh..I am thinking of a surprise;)

When he is ..erm..16?
Mich^^

Finally Friday ended..

At least my day has ended.
This Friday is tough!I do not have much work today so I practically spend my whole day at office,pretending to do something.A workday without work can be equally tiring,coz the hours seem to stroll or maybe just crawl.

The later session is even worse.I think Junhan is beginning to hate me le.What to do?I am becoming stricter and fiercer with him.I cant take it when he cannot understand and is commiting the same mistakes over and over again,despite I really go through with him over a hundred times.
SO I basically spent 4 hours in total(with addition of last session) doing the same thing with him,and he still doesnt quite able to do it.
To make things worse,he cant even do simple questions from the past.
GOD!
How to send this kid for streaming in a month time?
I know I am stressing him out already and I have not been very encouraging lately.
But really,with his performance,I cant help NOT to be uptight and stress him like hell.Coz I am pretty stress up by him also.Especially after a day of work.
Your energy level just plunge to negative after the tuition.

I really pray hard that tml date with Jason is really gonna turns up well.Not like last time when I am just too tired to realise that I am too tired to enjoy anything.
Oh..he was really sexy that night though;p

Sore~

Teaching Junhan has always been a chore for me.Sometimes it is pretty fine but most of the times,I am required to be really strict to him.
Today is an extreme.He is literally using a needle to prick on my every living cells and had me practically shout at him throughout the two hours.Yes,I performed OT for him today.
I am so damn tired after the whole grilling session and I guess he is pretty stress up by me as well.
I wanted to be kind but looks like I gotta be the torturer for him till exams are over.

If things are tiring for him,it will be twice or trice the effect for me.Right now,I have to do a test for him,which involves writing down questions from every chapter of the maths assessment book.And I am not even half done yet.
If I wanna enjoy my date tml,I gotta finish it by tonight.Coz my tuition is on Friday.

Luckily I applied a full day NPL tml by another white lie.it is bad that I gotta sacrifies 50 bucks but again,I had enough of feeling fat everyday at work.So I'm gonna kill the calories tml by really having a walkaton.

I wondered how did Jules did it that time?She had more tuition kids and has to study at the same time.How did she manage her time so well?I am now,feeling so tired just having one kiddo and work.
My job is the kinda that gets heavier and heavier when the month is approaching the end.Talk about payrolling.

My plan is to have an extensive tuition session with Junhan on October onwards,coz his exams starts 25th Oct.Which means I am gonna have 3 times a week,hopefully the mom agrees to it first.
So I guess next month is gonna be REAL hectic for me.
Label me as the walking dead next month.

I feel that my back is breaking in two now.Yawns~
Need a bad massage on the shoulders.*hint hint*

Is my life fulfilling as an adult?
See..I am solely supporting myself,other than I still have a roof over my head and sometimes I come back home for dinner.
I am working and learning,hopefully to make this as an profession.
I am teaching as my part time income.
My bf and I are both mature individuals,that make time to meet each other and yet have our own individual life running on our own.(so as to say lah)

It feels good to just sit back and reflect what you have acheived as compare to what you havent in a few years back then.
But this kinda life is like..so...Singaporean..so un-life/live?
Hmm..I guess we do not have a choice living at Singapore though.
But I certainly do not wish this is what I am still doing in a few good years.

Like I'd said,I have no wish to spend the peak of my life doing things that is like so meaningless and blank when I sit back and think of it when I 'm old.

But this is much better than those pple who are so so pessimistic and like..erm.."Life is tiring,Life is meaningless,Life is exhuasting" at the same time.
These kinda pple have so much and yet live so lil.

I may not really like what I am doing now but at least I am doing what I should be doing.I gotta rely on my own,support this family,and move on with the phase!

Ta dah~This is where the encouraging side of Mich begins.

Sigh..Still got alot of questions to copy...Why is the teacher's work more exhausting than the kid's

A homely Sunday

Last night I was too tired to update my blog.
Anyway here's a quick summary of what had happened during Friday and Sunday.

Friends who had been in contact with me know that I called Grace the mean version of Garfield.Yea,really mean of me.
Actually Grace herself is pretty alright la.And I totally understand that she became mean and strict is only becoz I made alot of mistakes,which I still think is much understandable la.Hey,I am only there for 1 and a half weeks.
So that Saturday when we were working,she had a talk with me.Which of coz makes things more comfortable and the relationship less strain now.
Looks like I gotta buck up and really be VERY careful this month,which I believed I am up to it!
Yea!: )

Back to Friday,I looked totally Panda-ish after work,but still had to go tuition.Went to Yng's house since I was early.
I missed our lil gals' talk:)I miss her too~Miss gg out with her.AWWW!!I miss you,pretty pre pret~

What surprised me after tuition(a hell of a session,I see Grace in myself once again during tuition) is that my boo came to fetch me.
I really did not expect him,and this time,I swear I didnt secretly wish he would come.Not that I dun want it,but I just dont expect so.Coz I know he had a very long tiring Friday as well.

Now this isnt enough,he still went to bought me dinner.Mee Jimba from Orchard.(Though I'm very full la)
He ended training 7.30pm on Friday.This means he still went all the way to Far East and bought me dinner and came to fetch me!!
(Everybody now.."AWWWWW~~~~")
Totally appreciate the efforts,and tries to finish the dinner though I had eaten alot before tuition.

Saturday:
After work,quickly changed to my jeans and rush to Bugis.Jason and I caught "Bourne Supremacy".
Actually it really wasnt my type of movie but it's not bad la.Not too much of a story line,but more exciting actions.Plus I think Matt Damon is still cuter than Tom Cruise,and he has got a HOT bod!
We went to Chomp2 to eat after his training.Ok,I gotta make this gg to chomp2 after every Saturday training a fornightly or better,a monthly programme.
If not I am never gonna shed those pounds.You really gotta see what I am eating lately,and office work really makes a young lady to an auntie.

This month is my health month.So gonna eat as healthy as possible and watched those carbs,fats etc.(Since I dunno how to count calories)

Saturday night is so short:(

I cant wait for this coming week to end,since I need not work on Saturday.Then I will try one of the easier and time saving recipe from my recipes book.
I had a collection of recipes all jotted down from books/internet.No point collecting without trying,yea?

Alright..gonna join my parents for TV.It's 7pm now~

So end my Sunday's entry.
So long~

A day sure passes fast~

Man..I have alot to say but having just updating my friendster profile..I think Im poofed.

maybe tml..check my new friendster About Me section,yea?
But still cant upload photos...waiting for jason to scan..pretty nice le~~:)

nite nite

I hate under supervision

I really detests that,especially when your supervisor is like a fierce tuition teacher.
I feel as if I becomes Junhan when I am at work.
Yesterday was bad,I felt so down.And my dear boy isnt there,though I really want to see him badly.
But knowing his 'hardly shows the small acts' nature,I forgave him.Coz I knows he really cares but I just wish that he could try harder to do the small acts in life.

Today is slightly better,spend the entire day like..doing a few reports that come under only 1 part.
Sheese..this work is harder than I thought to be.

I became the meek Mich at work.Gee..Thought I could be the sunflower Mich.
Different situations created a different me.
I just hope that that dwarf Grace wont come scolding me coz it really feels terrible!

Cant wait for Saturday when I can spend time with Jason again.Dont think we are able to meet for this entire 5 days.
Boo..